** With Much Regrets **

I'm writing this with a heavy heart.
I'm sorry for what I did cos I broke my promise to you.
It's really never my intention.

I promised to shower you with love.
I promised to grow old with you.
I promised not to neglect you.
I promised to make you part of my family.
I promised to take good care of you.
I promised that in any conditions, you will not part from me.
I promised...I promised...I promised...!!!

However, I never regretted. You may have stayed a short 6 years with me, but we definitely have had happy moments together. You were once so tiny and young. Now you are even older than me but still as playful. You are always seeking my attention and do all those naughty things to make me angry so that I can tok to u. Now, I barely play with you and sometimes kept a distance from you. I think I'm really horrible.

I thought I will still keep you with me for the many years ahead, but it seems that it's no longer possible.
Believe me, I do not have the highest degree of intention to give you away, it's more of like, if there is anyone who's willing to take you in, then maybe yes.

Then the news just broke in. Yes, someone is interested to take you in. It happened so suddenly that I do not even have the time to think. In my mind, I'm only thinking if the new family is capable of taking care of you and shower you with lots of love which I no longer can give to you. I convince myself to say yes. I know you will be happier, with kids to play with and someone to talk to. (Am I deceiving myself?)

Will you really be happy in the new environment? Will you ever forget me? Will you ever remember the promises I made? Will I ever visit you again? I'm having a lump in my throat now, the tears in my eyes is swelling up, I think I cannot continue writing le.

Please forgive me, for breaking my promises. I wish you happiness in the new place, I really do. I want you to feel love once again. I dare not promise you anything now.
All I want is for you to live happily from now till your journey ends.